Happiness

What is it?
It can be the moment when we first started smiling..when we did not know why we are smiling or a time or an incident which makes you so happy that you cry!You cannot hold back the tears.
Everybody must have had this phase in life wherein you know you are going to be happy and smiling after that moment and you are looking forward to it..but once it gets closer and closer.. once you realize that you are about to achieve what you have longed for and strive hard for and the only best thing..the only precious and yearned moment of happiness.....
But,then do you experience a weird feeling of sadness and doubt?
A feeling which is protecting the happiness "pearl" by creating a hard shell of doubts and expectations and responsibility crisis?A shell which is making it hard to open and see that pearl ..
A shell that is created unknowingly to protect it and also knowingly because you are afraid that something will happen..something wrong will happen..
Self created thoughts..and doubts which are just trying to make you cautious in a way.. help you in getting a grip and and be rooted to the ground..help you maintain the importance of the moment probably.
The wisest thing to do would be not to get intimidated ...
Keep smiling once you achieve what you want and make sure the shell is not that hard that you loose the fun and enjoyment and exhaust all your energy keeping it safe.
Live in the moment ....